Urgh

Apr. 18th, 2008 06:41 pm
[personal profile] loriba
Just to add to my emotional turmoil this week, who should I bump into on my way home? Richard.

I haven't seen him for nearly three years, and if I'd been feeling more up to it I would have stopped to catch up, but I just didn't feel that I could cope with that on top of everything else this week. He probably thought that I was being very rude when I just said, "Hi" and then ran away, which is a shame, but I'm just not up to anything more at the moment. Hopefully I'll bump into him again when I'm feeling a bit better.

I have to find some time to call my father some time this weekend and let him know exactly what I think of his decision to put the feelings of his mother and sister above those of my Mother, me and, more importantly, the safety of his grandchildren. I'm curious actually as to exactly what he's going to say about it all.

I've considered calling my brother as well, but I can't think of anything to say to him except, "Look what you've done, you idiot, I hope you're proud of yourself!"

(I know that this post is very cryptic and won't make a lot of sense to most people. I'm considering very seriously whether to just post all the details and bring everything out in the open once and for all, but I have to be sure that it's the right thing to do, as I won't be able to take it back once I do.)

Date: 2008-04-18 07:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ssirienna.livejournal.com
um ... *zen hugs*?

It's up to you what you do - but we're here if you need us.
No details needed

Date: 2008-04-19 11:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ciciaye.livejournal.com
*hugs*

I agree with [livejournal.com profile] ssirienna here. You could always post to very small filter of people as [livejournal.com profile] artela suggests, but your friends don't need details to offer our support.

CCA

Date: 2008-04-18 07:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippo22.livejournal.com
*hugs* if you want to talk to someone one to one any time you know where to fins me

take care

Date: 2008-04-18 08:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bonniers.livejournal.com
Hugs, whatever the problem is. Take care.

Date: 2008-04-18 09:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] artela.livejournal.com
Can I suggest two things...

Go to your profile and set the "spiders not allowed to pick up the journal", and make sure you post as friendslocked. That way if you do post anything you decide to "take back" it will be limited to "people who read it in LJ" and noone else, and will disappear if you delete it.

Date: 2008-04-19 12:24 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] supermouse.livejournal.com
Even better might be to type it all into notepad first and leave it a bit, and if *that* makes you uncomfortable, then you can delete it and you know not to post even to us.

Date: 2008-04-19 09:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hypatia.livejournal.com
I'd echo that. It gives you time to look at the typed out words by daylight and dark, to see if they still look right after a couple of days.

Mind you half the time I do that I never get around to actual posting - not sure if that is the right or wrong thing to do in most cases, just life.

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