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loribaJust to add to my emotional turmoil this week, who should I bump into on my way home? Richard.
I haven't seen him for nearly three years, and if I'd been feeling more up to it I would have stopped to catch up, but I just didn't feel that I could cope with that on top of everything else this week. He probably thought that I was being very rude when I just said, "Hi" and then ran away, which is a shame, but I'm just not up to anything more at the moment. Hopefully I'll bump into him again when I'm feeling a bit better.
I have to find some time to call my father some time this weekend and let him know exactly what I think of his decision to put the feelings of his mother and sister above those of my Mother, me and, more importantly, the safety of his grandchildren. I'm curious actually as to exactly what he's going to say about it all.
I've considered calling my brother as well, but I can't think of anything to say to him except, "Look what you've done, you idiot, I hope you're proud of yourself!"
(I know that this post is very cryptic and won't make a lot of sense to most people. I'm considering very seriously whether to just post all the details and bring everything out in the open once and for all, but I have to be sure that it's the right thing to do, as I won't be able to take it back once I do.)
I haven't seen him for nearly three years, and if I'd been feeling more up to it I would have stopped to catch up, but I just didn't feel that I could cope with that on top of everything else this week. He probably thought that I was being very rude when I just said, "Hi" and then ran away, which is a shame, but I'm just not up to anything more at the moment. Hopefully I'll bump into him again when I'm feeling a bit better.
I have to find some time to call my father some time this weekend and let him know exactly what I think of his decision to put the feelings of his mother and sister above those of my Mother, me and, more importantly, the safety of his grandchildren. I'm curious actually as to exactly what he's going to say about it all.
I've considered calling my brother as well, but I can't think of anything to say to him except, "Look what you've done, you idiot, I hope you're proud of yourself!"
(I know that this post is very cryptic and won't make a lot of sense to most people. I'm considering very seriously whether to just post all the details and bring everything out in the open once and for all, but I have to be sure that it's the right thing to do, as I won't be able to take it back once I do.)
